My 2010 spring break :]

urg,I know it sounds exciting.
But believe me it's not,it was soo boring yet intense.I was ecxited when the school announced the spring break.Yet,when JENNY told me that she's leaving I was sad the time i heard it.I don't wanna think how lonely my spring break was .I always finds a way to make myself happy because i dont wanna be upset all thru the day.But I guess there's always this time that i was so bored and i just think of my past memories.I was so fine during my third day yet on my fourth day that day was my unlucky day.God I tried,I tried many times as I can but i always fail.I hate to see my results that it's a fail.I've been wanting this for a long tim but I always fail I guess it's not my destiny yet.But no matter how failure I was i never lose any hope cause i know that someday I can reach my goals.I'm so mellow dramatic.!I have no one to cry on and I missed my bestfriends.I know everyone thinks that im a happy go lucky girl.WEll,yeah i'AM if im heartbroken I never cried over the boys.Because I know that the worl is so big that I can find another guy in just a minute.I realized how stupid I was before.And how good iam now.what a big change!..Honestly,I missed those times when I would just laugh to anyone.Oh,well life has been good to me .

thirteen

fresh us & fresh start..

Your my sunshine after the rain

Life has been good to me.
We can't say tht there's no ups and downs.
I'm thankful that i met someone in my life who always cares for me and love me all the way.
No matter how our relationship goes she would be standing still.
I never met like this person.
I guess their all righ long distance relationship can challenge our trust.
And I trust her as much as she trust me.
I could barely talk to her.
The hardest part in our relationship is that we can't update each other everyday.
She could talk to me sometimes,sometime's i'm buisy that I don't even have the time to say "HI" or even just say "HOW ARE YOU"
Time can tell and if we are really meant to be.
She would be always there and never leave me no matter what.
When I gets mad she would shut-up and give me some time to cool myself down.
I mean it's so cute how she knows when i'm already mad.
Or jealous,I can't even be jealous because there's no one I could be jealous of.
I know her friends,classmates,bestfriends.
And they all know that i'm the one.The one that she would always look up to,the one that she would always get mad of,the one that she would always be jealous.
I just can't stop breaking her heart .!
Over and over she would be always jealous because of me.
Sometimes I ask myself.
Am I the one who's ruining our relationship?!.
No matter how jealous she was,she would always stare at me and ask me seriously.
I'm flaterred how she cry when I ignore her.


I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!.
LET'S KEEP THIS RELATIONSHIP BURNING.

02-27-2008

motto of the day

Christmas afternoon I was just home .
And went to our computer.
Found a funny motto it said:

"LIFE IS GOOD,KEEP WALKING"

I was laughing when I read it.